not okay

Hari nie, aku x rasa "ok"....Hurmmmm.....Aku x leh nak cite ape2 psl tu....Apa yg aku wat kat wad td seems stupid!! Semuanya bagaikan x menjadi... Walhal sblum nie, got no prob to deal wif those....huh.... I don't feel strong enough to deal wif "frustration"....hurmmmm.....

n utk esok, aku x pasti aku bley handle emosi nie.......................................................................................

what should i do????????????????????????????????


~~i'm not okay.....really......~~

### UPDATED @ 7.55PM

hurmmmm....dh okay cikit lps aku cite kat maci n meen....aku perlu "berhijrah"...yup....that's d best....daripada aku duk pk psl mistake yg lps tu, lebey baik take action kn....huhu....

aku mengaku kebodohan yg aku wat mse kat wad td....aku tau slh aku....tp aku x tau kenapa la ble dh dh hari ketiga terakhir mistake nie yg aku wat....it's okay sbnernyer...sbb x mendatangkan kemudaratan kpd patient aku [it was jz about d N/S IVD]....cume itu la, kebodohan aku terserlah....hurmmmm....mungkin Tuhan nak tunjuk kat aku agar aku alert....hurmmmm.....need to think +ve, although kat hati nie, de lagi rasa sedey tu.....hohoho....tp x pe, belajar dari kesilapan!!!!!

mungkin hari nie x menjadi.....tp esok, Insyallah okay....hope so...huhu....

cite smlm+PMS+IVD incident= so so sad......huhu....


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